Only 6 more days of medicine this month.....only 6 more days of medicine this month....only 6 more days of medicine this month.

He is driving me crazy!!! He is so whiny and sleepy and whiny! Everything is about him! He wants a freakin' medal for giving Daegan a bath! Ugh!

He changes so much when he is on a ward month at the main hospital. And not for the better. Thankfully he only has one more ward month left! I want him to ask to have it at the VA. Even though it's q4d call at the VA and q5d call at the main hospital, he isn't such a bitch to be around when he's at the VA.

Next month is Ophtho...so he should be a peach right? It's what he wants to fricken do right??? Oh wait...he's gotta take step 3....I'm sure that's all I'll hear about.

But I have to go back to work!!! I have to give my son to someone else!!! I think it's really weighing on me and I'm sure I'm not being the easiest person to deal with either.


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In other news, I am going to be giving a babywearing class! I'm pretty stoked! I'm also starting a babywearing group...hoping to get NINO status soon... http://www.nineinnineout.org in case you wanted to check it out. I'm nervous about speaking in front of people...and I'm scared no one will show up. I've given flyers to most of the OB/GYN and peds clinics and to many of the daycares. I've also got flyers up in the local baby/maternity stores. I rarely get passionate enough about something to 'push' it on others....but this babywearing thing really gets me going. I hope I'm able to encourage others without sounding like some freaky bible-thumper. That is, if anyone shows up...