OK, so a little about myself. Well, I’m 27 years old and in my second year of law school. I have been married to my best friend for the past 6 years who is in his second year of med. school. I have two dogs who simultaneously drive me crazy and manage to preserve my sanity. Finally, I’m convinced my family is absolutely mad, but I love and miss them more than anything. So, that’s basically me in a nutshell.
Just to lay it all out from the start, I think I’ve done the wrong thing going to law school. What is worse is even acknowledging this I feel nothing more than paralysis. Really, even if this is more than a passing doubt what really can I/should I do? I’m already half way finished, I’m doing well grade/rank wise, I had a kick-ass internship last summer and another one lined up for this summer. It seems silly to quit now and I don’t know if I could take the hit to my pride knowing that everyone else would assume I flunked out. Plus, I have no clue what else I would do with myself. I’m just kicking myself for not thinking the practicalities of this through more thoroughly before starting.
(Now on to the husband blaming portion of my post) On the other hand, I don’t think I would be having these doubts if it weren’t for DH’s career choice. In a world without a future residency, I wouldn’t have to worry about taking the bar in every state known to man or trying to find a job in a local currently unknown to me. Meanwhile, as I try to force myself to research and write a stupid brief, I can’t help but think - eff this, maybe I’d be better off dropping out and filing an application at Dairy Queen. At least then our combined income would rise above $0.
Well, that was all doom and gloom. Oh well, it feels good to get it off of my chest.
Just to lay it all out from the start, I think I’ve done the wrong thing going to law school. What is worse is even acknowledging this I feel nothing more than paralysis. Really, even if this is more than a passing doubt what really can I/should I do? I’m already half way finished, I’m doing well grade/rank wise, I had a kick-ass internship last summer and another one lined up for this summer. It seems silly to quit now and I don’t know if I could take the hit to my pride knowing that everyone else would assume I flunked out. Plus, I have no clue what else I would do with myself. I’m just kicking myself for not thinking the practicalities of this through more thoroughly before starting.
(Now on to the husband blaming portion of my post) On the other hand, I don’t think I would be having these doubts if it weren’t for DH’s career choice. In a world without a future residency, I wouldn’t have to worry about taking the bar in every state known to man or trying to find a job in a local currently unknown to me. Meanwhile, as I try to force myself to research and write a stupid brief, I can’t help but think - eff this, maybe I’d be better off dropping out and filing an application at Dairy Queen. At least then our combined income would rise above $0.
Well, that was all doom and gloom. Oh well, it feels good to get it off of my chest.
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