I just graduated from crna school. I am back working as a bedside nurse until we move in a few months for my hubbies residency. So everyone is like wow you graduated! That's so awesome! I'm so jealous! You guys are a power couple! I have younger nurses telling me I want to be just like you when I get older blah blah blah.
I guess on the outside I look together. But on the inside I feel like I am busting at the seems! All I can see is the things I have to do, the to-do list that is piling and I just don't feel grown up or put together. When I was younger I use to think 30years old were adults and a "certain way", now that I'm here, I feel like it's nothing like I expected.
I want to feel accomplished, and put together, and in control but I don't. So my question is... is this how life always is? Am I normal? Will I ever feel "together"?
I guess on the outside I look together. But on the inside I feel like I am busting at the seems! All I can see is the things I have to do, the to-do list that is piling and I just don't feel grown up or put together. When I was younger I use to think 30years old were adults and a "certain way", now that I'm here, I feel like it's nothing like I expected.
I want to feel accomplished, and put together, and in control but I don't. So my question is... is this how life always is? Am I normal? Will I ever feel "together"?
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