I put this in debate because I am having this debate with myself and I'd love all of your opinions.
Anyway... I have a friend (we will call her Jenna). I introduced her to another friend of mine (Call her Dina). Lately I have been calling Jenna to invite her out only to find out she has plans with Dina and they didn't bother to invite me. Now most of the time I don't care because they are going to single events and as you all know, I am not single. But last night it REALLY got to me. J and I get a call last minute asking us if we are on our way to a shabbat service/channukah dinner from a college friend of his. (long backstory short:. J's college buddies are all REALLY close and all live here. Dina is one of them) Neither J or I knew about it. So we quickly got up and got ready. I knew we would be late but hey, thats JST (Jewish standard time) I know that Jenna is always looking to come to these events so she can meet people so I immediately call her. During this phone call she tells me, "oh yeah, Dina invited me to that a while ago." I sat there stunned. Seriously? Neither of them could think to call me? Now Dina isn't that great of a friend, so really, I don't care that she didn't call, but Jenna is supposed to be a good friend of mine and I feel seriously hurt that she say, hey Dina has invited me to this event, do you want to come to? It wasn't a singles event and Its the type of event I have been trying to get her to go to. Am I overreacting? Should I not be hurt?
The bigger question is, do I just swallow my feelings or do I talk to her about this? Do I tell her how I feel? Part of me feels like if I don't, and it continues to happen, I am going to get angrier and angrier instead of just slightly hurt. And isn't that the point of communication? To talk things out. If we can't talk through this, are we really friends? I think I am answering my own questions writing this out, but I am going to post it anyway.
Anyway... I have a friend (we will call her Jenna). I introduced her to another friend of mine (Call her Dina). Lately I have been calling Jenna to invite her out only to find out she has plans with Dina and they didn't bother to invite me. Now most of the time I don't care because they are going to single events and as you all know, I am not single. But last night it REALLY got to me. J and I get a call last minute asking us if we are on our way to a shabbat service/channukah dinner from a college friend of his. (long backstory short:. J's college buddies are all REALLY close and all live here. Dina is one of them) Neither J or I knew about it. So we quickly got up and got ready. I knew we would be late but hey, thats JST (Jewish standard time) I know that Jenna is always looking to come to these events so she can meet people so I immediately call her. During this phone call she tells me, "oh yeah, Dina invited me to that a while ago." I sat there stunned. Seriously? Neither of them could think to call me? Now Dina isn't that great of a friend, so really, I don't care that she didn't call, but Jenna is supposed to be a good friend of mine and I feel seriously hurt that she say, hey Dina has invited me to this event, do you want to come to? It wasn't a singles event and Its the type of event I have been trying to get her to go to. Am I overreacting? Should I not be hurt?
The bigger question is, do I just swallow my feelings or do I talk to her about this? Do I tell her how I feel? Part of me feels like if I don't, and it continues to happen, I am going to get angrier and angrier instead of just slightly hurt. And isn't that the point of communication? To talk things out. If we can't talk through this, are we really friends? I think I am answering my own questions writing this out, but I am going to post it anyway.
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