too much?

i just don't quite get it. see, and there are too many different kinds of people in the world for me to make a reliable estimation of the possible damage this path is going to cause. i'm big into the damage estimation thing. when i was little i used to watch the doppler radar channel on tv for hours, waiting for the colors that indicated a possible storm to show up on the screen... i'm trying to figure out whether or not p could be one of those who would stay home and study even if i was in labor... i just don't get it, y'know? like... how is it that a person wants this that much? i know how i am, see. and i know who i am, and who he is, and how things are going to change. further, i know that i have no idea. great. things'll probably be better when we move and i'm actually having to deal with actualities, as opposed to speculation. it seems that i'm really gonna have to meet someone who understands what the deal is with this. speaking of, my dear mrsG-- how you doin'? oh yeah, and how old is thy sweetheart? i'm just curious. trying to get a bead on where everyone is around here, lifeplace-wise. 'specially you two...