How would you describe yourself?

[poky]

Mentally: I like to learn, ambitious, realistic bordering on pessimistic. I hate conflict.

Emotionally: I am very self-conscious. I can come across as intimidating and bitchy/aloof, in reality I can be slow to warm. I am easily down on myself, with shit self-esteem and have to work constantly on my issues with depression and anxiety. I'm very caring, and love fiercely.

Physically: I'm tall, big, overweight and pregnant (apple) shaped. I'm fair, brunette with blue eyes. I have a lot of moles.

Spiritually: I have none. I don't buy into anything spiritual, metaphysical or otherwise. I shun nearly all things "alternative." It makes me kinda ragey, in fact.

Politically: Hard far left.

Are we sisters? I'm more optimistic, less ambitious, more average height, and less hard on myself/anxious/depressed, and I don't get asked if I'm pregnant, but otherwise, my answers would be exactly the same. Love you, Heidi!

[Ladybug]

These are fun to read. T&S the way you broke it down totally compliments how you describe yourself!

I'm a creative soul and heavily influenced by trust and enjoyment of the creative process of life. Life for me is multi-dimensional, -emotional, -interpersonal creative process that affects everyone around you and generations to come. It's the ultimate art project. I have a basic idea in mind (family, etc.) but I'm not a big planner. I allow for the unexpected details to evolve and enjoy them. There are plenty of them, like wild flowers. You miss the opporunities to incorporate them into your canvas if you're always focused on a specific end. Art requires you to trust in the process and allow it to unfold in, sometimes, unexpected ways.

I'm a happy soul with a wicked sense of humor and irony. Laughing is my favorite. I struggle with seasonal funks and have had very serious post partum depression. Utlimately I've come to realize these moments are the shadowing and depth of life. Otherwise it would be flat and without depths, like a child's drawing. I still have to work through those times like everyone else, but humor is my life's buoy. I have a very few close friends. I avoid small talk and have to connect with someone deeply to want to understand them more. I've been told my extended family that our marriage and family are very insular. I think it comes from all the medical moves too. We've become self sufficient, and just plain crazy busy.

We're practicing Catholics although I've learned to live by the spirit of the law. All the rules and regulations make me anxious. I'm a bit of a scribbler when it comes to rules. Again, I connect with God as the creator and not the judge or jury. There are many ways to get from point A to point B and they are all beautifully unique.

I'm petite and curvy, blond and green/hazel eyes, crooked teeth and a big nose, but I'm learning to love myself more as my body ages and changes. Somedays.

[ekramul]

well that's my question also, because most of time i just trying to figure out who i am and what my purpose of life is?

[Howfunitis]

All over the place and not in a good way


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[rufflesanddots]

All over the place and not in a good way


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Hey lady! How ya been?

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[Howfunitis]

Hey lady! How ya been?

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1 week in and already family drama. Honestly, just want to head home already and I've only been here 2.5 weeks.
Being here really puts so many things into perspective and what not to take for granted and just keeping my head cool to realize I need to try to enjoy this time because I don't know when I'll be back to visit. This topic actually really hit close to home because I feel like I am having an identity crisis. I don't know who I am or how I am.


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