Does anyone else get those sort of comments from your friends. It seems that everyone has some sort of commentary about our relationship and that Daniel doesn't do enough for himself, and that I am controlling, not intentionally of course (whatever that means). Jesus it drives me in sane--not only am I a nervous wreck most of the times trying to convince myself that all of this is going to be over soon, not only do I sometimes feel lonely and that I am in this all by myself, not only do I sometimes really hate that hospital for how they abuse him, but now I have to listen to other people tell me how unhealthy our relationship is for Daniel. What the hell is that all about?
Maybe I do alot around the house. Maybe I clean and grocery shop and do laundry and pay the bills and deal with the apartment manager when need be, amybe I do all of that but Daniel tries as well. He does what he can when he can.
More scarier then all of this is that now I wonder what the hell Daniel is saying to his friends that he is not saying to me. We promised ourselves that we would be honest with each other and tell each other how we felt. However with as tired as he is it is often times difficult for him to do so. My friends tell me I am admirable for helping out and that Daniel is lucky to have me, and it seems his friends feel completely the opposite.
Maybe I do alot around the house. Maybe I clean and grocery shop and do laundry and pay the bills and deal with the apartment manager when need be, amybe I do all of that but Daniel tries as well. He does what he can when he can.
More scarier then all of this is that now I wonder what the hell Daniel is saying to his friends that he is not saying to me. We promised ourselves that we would be honest with each other and tell each other how we felt. However with as tired as he is it is often times difficult for him to do so. My friends tell me I am admirable for helping out and that Daniel is lucky to have me, and it seems his friends feel completely the opposite.
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