Because I feel too bad going back to the old one and realizing I didn't stick with it.
I'm going to try again.
I won't be able to keep up with Ladybug's beautiful blog though ... fair warning.
So here's the deal: I thought I gained 20 pounds this summer. I weighed and in fact, I gained 33.6. This number left me startled and upset. I can't believe that I gained that much weight. It really makes me sad. 5 years ago or so, I was celebrating a 65-70 pound loss. Now I have regained all of that with the exception of ~ 8 pounds.
I'm using that 8 pounds as a mental starting place. I haven't gained it *all* back.
Yesterday, I got started on trying to fix the food problem. I bought Atkins protein shakes and had them for breakfast, lunch, and snacks (to help me control the calories I take in). Then I ate a regular dinner (with carbs, because no carbs isn't going to happen). I did okay. I felt guilty even eating (but hello, a girl has to eat) and I did cheat with 2 cheese sticks. Overall, it was a much better day than I have been having though. Hopefully, this routine will work for me and will help me ramp down the calories. I do a lot of mindless eating throughout the day and the shake thing was really helpful. I'll just need to watch it now at night.
Exercising is a whole different ball game though. Last time when I lost weight, I was walking an hour (at least) every day. Right now, I can't walk because of the plantar fasciitis. I tried last night and lasted 10 minutes.
I have decided to focus on mobility right now. I have developed arthritis in my hips and lower back and have avascular necrosis. My mobility is limited, and I have a lot of pain. I am focusing on stretches to help my hip/lower back and increase my mobility. I also will be doing sit ups. That's for this week. I'd like to eventually go to the Y and ride the bike there (less pressure on my foot). I'm not game to put this body into a swimsuit right now ... but maybe eventually.
So that's my plan for now. If I don't touch base in a week or two, hold my feet to the fire.
Kris
I'm going to try again.
I won't be able to keep up with Ladybug's beautiful blog though ... fair warning.
So here's the deal: I thought I gained 20 pounds this summer. I weighed and in fact, I gained 33.6. This number left me startled and upset. I can't believe that I gained that much weight. It really makes me sad. 5 years ago or so, I was celebrating a 65-70 pound loss. Now I have regained all of that with the exception of ~ 8 pounds.
I'm using that 8 pounds as a mental starting place. I haven't gained it *all* back.
Yesterday, I got started on trying to fix the food problem. I bought Atkins protein shakes and had them for breakfast, lunch, and snacks (to help me control the calories I take in). Then I ate a regular dinner (with carbs, because no carbs isn't going to happen). I did okay. I felt guilty even eating (but hello, a girl has to eat) and I did cheat with 2 cheese sticks. Overall, it was a much better day than I have been having though. Hopefully, this routine will work for me and will help me ramp down the calories. I do a lot of mindless eating throughout the day and the shake thing was really helpful. I'll just need to watch it now at night.
Exercising is a whole different ball game though. Last time when I lost weight, I was walking an hour (at least) every day. Right now, I can't walk because of the plantar fasciitis. I tried last night and lasted 10 minutes.
I have decided to focus on mobility right now. I have developed arthritis in my hips and lower back and have avascular necrosis. My mobility is limited, and I have a lot of pain. I am focusing on stretches to help my hip/lower back and increase my mobility. I also will be doing sit ups. That's for this week. I'd like to eventually go to the Y and ride the bike there (less pressure on my foot). I'm not game to put this body into a swimsuit right now ... but maybe eventually.
So that's my plan for now. If I don't touch base in a week or two, hold my feet to the fire.
Kris
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