As most of you know (from my whining), I have been teaching an afterschool science class at the elementary school for the last six weeks. It's gone well. It has been v. stressful, because I haven't taught this before and it is an established curriculum not well adapted to the afterschool setting. I'm also working with a partner that doesn't share my classroom philosophy. She's a fantastic organizer and great at classroom control; I'm usually the teacher kids love that blows up a volcano in the back of the room. I had hoped we would balance each other, but that balancing act has stressed me out more than any element. Whenever I'm less than pulled together, I feel judged. I've decided to limit teaching further classes with her for my own sanity. I've already put together a summer course in forensics that I'm teaching solo. It will be more work...but less stress, if that makes any sense. I have played around with the idea of offering 2 courses/session as an afterschool provider and seeing if I can grow this in to a little business of my own.
Today, I got a flyer from the Science Discovery center that is opening up in town. It is an after school/homeschool/camp enterprise. I was excited when they started construction because I thought working with them would be perfect. Then, I read a lot of the online information about the company -- and perused their offerings and lost the passion. It seemed to be one of these upscale, high-cost "babysitting" operations disguised as education. The one week camps were $700.
The units were mostly tech based computer stuff. All and all....not what I had hoped. The flyer I got today was entirely different.
The programs seemed reasonable and interesting. Now, I'm 1) pissed that I'll have competition if I try to make a go of a business 2) wondering if it wouldn't just be easier to apply for a job with them. The downside is it is a national chain - and the units come from them. I'm worried that they just spoon feed the info to "camp counselors" and it's still just after school care in a new package. I don't want to be a glorified camp counselor if I'm giving up my after school time.
*sigh*
It doesn't help that today's class went....poorly. The kids loved it, but it was disorderly. We didn't finish as much as necessary - but we will still finish on time. I always feel like a loser when things don't go as planned. I suppose as a teacher you need to overcome that. I'm trying to focus on the fact that the kids really enjoy themselves and learn -- and the school people like me. It's the hyper pulled together parents that make me feel nuts. (Just the one, actually!) I'm new at this.
Advice? I want to move forward in the next year, not spin my wheels. It's hard to know which road to take. It's not about the money. (Clearly!) It's more about doing something for science ed and kids because it's important to me and I'm usually good at it.
Today, I got a flyer from the Science Discovery center that is opening up in town. It is an after school/homeschool/camp enterprise. I was excited when they started construction because I thought working with them would be perfect. Then, I read a lot of the online information about the company -- and perused their offerings and lost the passion. It seemed to be one of these upscale, high-cost "babysitting" operations disguised as education. The one week camps were $700.


*sigh*
It doesn't help that today's class went....poorly. The kids loved it, but it was disorderly. We didn't finish as much as necessary - but we will still finish on time. I always feel like a loser when things don't go as planned. I suppose as a teacher you need to overcome that. I'm trying to focus on the fact that the kids really enjoy themselves and learn -- and the school people like me. It's the hyper pulled together parents that make me feel nuts. (Just the one, actually!) I'm new at this.

Advice? I want to move forward in the next year, not spin my wheels. It's hard to know which road to take. It's not about the money. (Clearly!) It's more about doing something for science ed and kids because it's important to me and I'm usually good at it.
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